How to find a husband in 10 days….
after 10 days my prospects on the net look bleak. Sure its only a week and a half, but I am a child of the 80’s a product of a microwave-instant-gratification type of society where I expect instant results. For example I got a bunch of kheils “brightening” line samples from my work. They are supposed to lighten and fade out discoloration/my freckles. I used the products for…about a week and a half and saw no results, and I gave up. I excpected my face to look drastically different in 2 days. I can’t wait for anything. I give most things a lot less time then I should, instead of waiting it out, I move on and make other plans…I am a.d.d, obsessive and impatient. Bad combo. (p.s-it takes a good month for skincare to take good effect. It has to penetrate all the layers of skin…found this out at work today). Anyways, so I got some desperatley needed profile/photo/match help, and again I came home tonight with crazy unrealistic unhealthy expectations. In my mind I know that rationally the chanes of me meeting someone online are slim and the chances of me meeting someone and having it be serious are really few. I didn’t expect to meet a man in 10 days, but I guess I did. If I could find a way to have a more open mind, heart, and attitude in new situations I am trying I feel like I would be so much happier. Contentment is something I struggle with, and I can’t get to a place where I feel content. I think this is a struggle for most people, but I wonder how I become one of those people who likes adventures and the unknown, and doesn’t mind waiting situations out at all. I feel like the Candace who can do that, is going to be much happier in any situation.
